Sorry I haven't been online lately I have had a lot going on personally lately which is why I'm writing this post for you all really.
I'm currently going through my first diagnosed relapse of anxiety. I say diagnosed because I have struggled with it since I suffered with depression and anxiety about 2 years ago now I think? But yeah this time the symptoms haven't gone away and the thoughts are progressively getting worse. I saw my doctor last night and he thought it was best I go back onto the medication I used to be on to alleviate those symptoms and thoughts so I can regain the control over them so I get better again!
This post is kind of just like a thing I might do regularly because it's easier to vent here and idk if my experiences can help just one person feel better or not alone etc then I'll be happy! :)
But yeah, today is day one on my meds again and it's gunna take a few weeks for them to settle down and work but this time I'm suffering from the side effects already and I have had a horrid headache all day that painkillers aren't even working. I have 0 appetite (although that may be from the bug I had last week) and idk I feel more hyper-sensitive and more on edge than before. Apparently that's just all part of adjusting and things are going to get worse before they get better. I don't really remember much from my first round of treatment cause of the depression so it's going to be really strange dealing with it this time round when it's just my anxiety playing up cause it'll affect my moods too when they're fine already so that is odd. Long as I can get calm again and not so stressy over everything and things as simple as locking the front door stops turning into me having a panic attack and worrying if I haven't done it aaall day!
So yeah, like I said this might become regular thing and it'd be really cool if you guys read it :)!
love and hugs xoxo
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